The very first movie which i loved the most in my childhood is Én Aasai Machaan’!!Whenever and wherever i hear the songs from this film ,i just use to stop myself to hear the whole song..recently it happened in dindigul Bus stand..I really feel happy hearing songs from that film..And next to that , ‘Nenjukulle’ song from Ponnumani is my childhood favourite song..Thanks to You Tube..Today gotta chance to see my loved songs in video..

To be frank am really gifted to get a job in this great company!!In this one year initial 3 to 4 months…being an unallocated one we friends use to learn something and enjoy many many things!!Then slowly everyone got project other friends joined in their companies…and we college friends got separated here and there…Its always God’s Grace,Whereever i stay someone special will be with me always..Right from my LKG to till date.

In school days it was my blood brother,in college days cousin brother and when i came to company it was my cousin.But now he is in different office and am in different one,still the company is same.Coming to project as like everyone/everyjob has here also both pros & cons…

But i always believe in god who never left me to feel the loneliness. Initially i was really afraid returning late in night but God made way for that also he gave me the feel of boldness..There are times when i use to say i will be really happy if my life partner say,”No need to go for a job,i ll take care of u dear” (still sometimes i use to tell the same..).But day by day slowly am starting to love my job, something triggers me to learn many many things,but my thirsty is much higher than what am implementing.Am still searching where i need to improve myself.Here i really feel happy to say Great Thanks to my PL.She is one of my role model i can say.She is perfect in her own way.I don’t know about her personally,She is new to me.Its only 2 months she came,but she made the difference.I wish to become one such lady..hope again god will decide which is best for me and he will give the same to me.

I do have good scope and opportunity to get to know and experience both personal life  and professional life!!Thanks to the almighty who is doing all his Magic!!

I tried finding the lyrics for one of my favourite song poove poochudava film.Since i didnt got it,I myself heard the song and wrriten it..Posting it here just for other fans of this song :)

Lyrics(f)
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa
Vaasal paarthu kangal poothu kaathu nindren vaaaaaa aa..
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa

….

Azhaippu mani entha veetil kettaalum oodi naan vanthu paarpen
Thendral en vaasal theendave illai kannil venneerai vaarpen,
Kangalumm ooithathu jeevanumm theinthathu
Jeeva deepagal oyum neram neeum neiyaaga vanthaai
Intha kanneeril sogam illai indru aanantham thanthaai
Pethi endralum neeum en thaai
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa
……
Kaalam karainthaalum koalam sithainthaalam
Paasam velukkathu maane
Neeril kulithaalum nerupil eriththaalum
Thangam karukkaathu thaaye
Un mugam paarkiren athil en mugam paarkiren
Intha pon maanai paarthuk konde sendru naan sera vendum..
Meendum jenmangal maarum pothum naan un magalaaga vendum
Paasa raagangal paada vendum
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa
Vaasal paarthu kangal poothu kaathu nindren vaaaaaa aa..
Poove poochooda vaa enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa
Enthan nenjil paal vaarka vaa

Share a thought of love with me,

Dream a life together with me,

keep the twinkle in your eyes which made me mad:)

keep away those tears which made me sad,

I always wish to miss myself in you..

Whether you know it or not its you,

about whom i think whenever i am alone!!

Be with me at the shores of loneliness,

Show me the new definition for happiness

Hold my hand during this new journey of life,

Its new,Different from school/college/work journey,

All those seminary and funny days which i enjoyed..

 
I want you to feel rich,hmmm.. figuring out all the moments

Which i could give you , and with money you can’t buy.

Hurt me…Tease me…Make me cry..

But at the end give me a shoulder on which i could lean..

May oneday come in later part of life,when we lose our age,strength

but not the intimacy!!

Thanks to them who is the reason behind all these to happen..

Ofcourse to our parents,Who sacrificed their happiness

Just to brought up us right from the day we born..

Hello folks,
The Indian Armed Forces is the primary military organization responsible for the defence of India.Everyone of us should feel the feel of our jawans,It will really helps to guide the young minds in a perfect path.Someday back i was watching the program in which Rani Mukerjee the actress was talking with Indian jawans.First part is discussion with jawans about their experiences and how they miss their family and the Second part is with their family in which they shared how they miss their son/husband and what they feel about his part in military.Words from their family was really inspirable and made the feel that “proud to have such jawans and such mothers/fathers/wifes“.Especially jawans son/daughter who were aged from 2 months to 12 years ,they were telling that they miss their dad so much:( Even some kids cried..which touches the heart of the people who were hearing..Rani Mukerjee had spent her time in useful way ,she made them feel good by dancing with their families and distributed some books to them as a token of remembrance..Like always past memories gives happiness when i was thinking about this just thought to blog it..Lets salute our jawans and feel proud to have such great souls!!

After long back,with lot of changes, now.. am back to blogging!!Life has  changed in many aspects in these days!!Right from regular habits to entertinement, everything seems to be changed..Sad thing to mention is i missed the regular contact with my friends,relations especially with my lovely brother, due to the work timings..Since i was in learning stage(still i am )But i hope it wont affect my togetherness with them..

Meeting many new faces both good and bad…At times am afraid to travel in MTC at late nights ..Hope life will teach me to handle persons and show me how to react in hard times..Really longing for good companion so that i will be able to overcome the lonliness which resides in my inner heart now-a-days..But i dont like to spill out my blah-blah’s to anyone ..so started keeping distance with all

It will be really nice if we cant grow up after school/college days…Am not speaking out of frustration but out of missing something…But this early staring,late night returning,lonely weekend shift all teaches me something which is needed for rest of the life…

It would be fine if some guardian angel lives with me so that i can share anything and everything with her..Say she may be a habit or my inner soul..let her come am ready to wait…

Sometimes i will be thinking like I Am The Happiest Girl In This World..Sometimes i will think just opposite to what i said..My mom use to say this is conversion period from girl to women ,you have to face things with confident to live in this problematic world!!Ya she is r8…(always she is..)

எனக்கு முந்தி் உலகம் கண்டாய்
எனைக் காணத்தான் உன் அன்னையுடன்
வந்தாயோ?

அண்டை வீட்டவள் என
அலட்சியமாயப்் பார்த்தாயா?
இல்லை அத்தை மகள் என
அன்புடன் பார்த்தாயா?

என் அப்பன் உன் மாமனாக
நானும் நீயும் தேர்ந்த மரத்தில
செய்த கட்டிலில் தவ்ழ்ந்தோம்!!

பள்ளி செல்லும் நாளும் வந்தது
வகுப்பறை மட்டும் தனித்துப் போனது!!
புரியாத கண்ணீருடன் கை அசைத்து
விடை பெற்றோம்!!

ஒன்றாம் வகுப்பு போய் ஒன்பதும் ஆனது
ஒன்றாய் நாம் கைகோர்த்தது மாறவில்லை!!
நினைவிருக்கிறதா உனக்கு???
என் கையில் குத்திய முள்ளால்
நீ விரும்பிய ரோஜா செடியை ஒடித்தாய்…

எதிர்த்த வீட்டு மாமியும் அடுத்த வீட்டு பாட்டியும்
எவ்வளவோ சொல்லியும் கேளாமல்,
சைக்கிளின் முன்னால் கம்பியில்
உன்னுடன் பயணிப்பதில் ஆனந்தம்் கண்டேன்!!

குடிசைக்குள் அனுப்பினாள், ஒரு நாள் அம்மா
கூடி விளையாடுவதற்கு தடை விதித்தாள்!!
நான்….சிரு பிள்ளை இல்லையாம் ,அத்தை கூட
சொன்னாள…் இனி,வீதிக்குச் செல்லாதே என்று!!

அதை அறியாமல் டூ விட்டாய் நீ
டூரிங் டாக்கீஸ் படத்திற்கு உன்னுடன் வரவில்லை என…

பள்ளிப் பருவம் முடிய நீ
பட்டப் படிப்பு படிக்க போயிட்ட
பொம்பள புள்ளக்கு படிப்பெதுக்குன்னு
தாத்தா சொல்ல, எங்கப்பன் என்ன
காட்டு வேலைக்கு அனுப்பிட்டாரு…

கடிதாசி அனுப்பி காலம் போச்சு,
காலைல ஒரு நாள் காரு வண்டியில
வந்த உன்னை பார்க்க…கடத்தெருவுக்கு
போரேனு ஆத்தாட்ட சொல்லிட்டு வந்தேன்!!்

கன்னத்தக் கிள்ளி கருத்திட்டயே புள்ளனு சொல்லி,
ஆனந்தக் கண்ணீரில் நீ அழ உன் கண்ணீரில்,
நான் ஆனந்தம் கண்டேன்!!
என்ன மாமா இன்னுமா உனக்கு என்ன பிடிக்கும்????
எவ்வளவோ அழகுப் புள்ளகள பாத்துருப்ப நீ ம்ம்??

போடி போடீ…….பொக்கிஷமா நினைக்ரேன் உன்ன நான்..
ஏன்டி இப்படி பேசி என் மனச பொசுக்குற??
…………
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ஊரே உன்ன பாக்க வர ஓரமா ஒதுங்கி ஒடுங்கி போனேன்..
சிறுவயதில் கைகோர்த்து சிட்டாய் பறந்த நாம
இப்படி திசை மாரி சிதறிப் போனேமே!!
பெரியத்தான் வந்துட்டாருனு பெருசா சிலுப்பிகிட்டா
பெரியூர் பட்டிணக்காரி,
பெருசா குடுக்க உனக்குன்னு எங்கிட்ட என் உசிர
தவிர ஏதுமில்லயே!!

காகிதத்துல உம் பேருக்குப் பக்கத்துல எம் பேர எழுதி ,
உம் பக்கத்துல நான் ஒட்கார நாள் என்னக்கி வருமோ??
உலக விஷயத்த எல்லாம் நீ சொல்லி கேட்கனும் ,
உன் கைய புடிச்சு ஊரெல்லாம் சுத்தனும்!!

ஓரமா ஒரு பயம் உனக்கு நான் பொருத்தமான்னு…
ஓயாம பாட்டி சொல்லுவா உன்ன ஒரு ராஜகுமாரன்னு…
கருமை பூசிய விழுயோரம் கண்ணீரும் எட்டிப் பார்க்க
காரணமே புரியாம என்னப் பார்த்த நீ …

மாமா நீ வேணும்னு சொல்ல மனசுக்குள்ள ஆயிரம் ஆசை
ஆனாலும் அத மறைச்சு நான் நகர எத்தனிக்க…
ஒரு நிமிஷம் புள்ளனு சொல்லி,
பாதகமான குறைன்னு எங்கிட்ட நான் நினைச்சத… நீ
சாதகமான நிறைகளா சொல்லி என் கைய புடிச்ச!!

நீ இன்னும் மாறவே இல்ல மாமான்னு சொல்லி
உன்னைச் சரணடந்தேன் நான்!!!

Just Finished reading the great “Ramayanam”..Its my long time wish to read Both Ramayanam and Mahabaratham.Just had a chance to read the first one.Perspective of different people goes different regarding Ramayanam,anyway i liked it.Though there are many good characters took part in the whole epic Barathan, Lakshman, Hanuman ,sukreevan ,Vibheeshanan along with Raman and seethai inspired me alot.Each having their own best qualities..It would be nice to have brothers like Barathan and Lakshman and Friends like Hanuman and Sukreevan Who stayed and helped Raman in a best way..The story teaches the reader great qualities …One cant list all those qualities here;)Better try reading it;)

She is a friend whose source

Of strength remains

Holding on to me

At every bend

She is there by my side

When illness strikes & weakness stride

She is source of inspiration

Who has all my admiration

She is the only one…..And

To replace her there is none..

And this noble person

IS

MY MOTHER

 Hello friends,

      For past few days i was thinking something which made me to feel and finally came out of it.Reason for this blog is just my Self Analysis…;);)Though i shared some points here, there are lot more analysis is happening in mind even now ..Let me tell some thing which i am trying and experiencing..It may look like advice..If you feel so I declare here itself  ”Its Not An Advice Just A Suggestion”!!

Create your own way to catch the pleasure which is around you!!

          Actually what you are searching for days or years is In and Around you..Think..Never depend people..See we never know when we have to walk alone in the same world!!

So never Expect people to Guide you or Give you shoulder’s to lean.If you start to believe and to love yourself,Your Gaurdian angel will guide you wherever you go..

If you feel to experience different type of relaxation,

       Have a chat with older age people when ever you get chance.

Spend time and hear the words of the kids(though you can’t understand anything try it..)..

 Identify your Interest!!

       Do self Analysis..and try to figure out the things n events which you really cherish.Some like writing/scribbling,Some may be interested in narrating/listening..just find which is your interest and spend some time with that each day!!

Express Love!!

   This reminds me  the lines,

                        “No one in the world without Love,

               There may be people without proposing their Love”.

                                                                                    Shakespear.

That’s really True!!

Did you ever proposed your love to your mom??

Brother??

Teacher??

Life partner??

Servent maid who prepares a great food for you??

Your pet dog??

Did you ever thanked the road cleaners?

Asked a begger the reason for his stage???

Tell the people whom you love ,that you really love them..

It really makes Difference..

So express Love and appreciate people ..then your Comfort Zone Automatically gets expanded….

Think/Talk Often with yourself..

        There is a saying that whatever you are thinking now, will come to an action one day or the other day!!So think positive..Think whatever you wish to attain…Talk things related to that often. Then with good things behind you,God’s caring arms around you(if u are a pessimist take Time/Nature)its definite that  you will reach your destiny!!

Never Expect!!

       Overtime I recognized that reason for tears visiting the world is due to Expectation!!Just try to find reason for tears and think whether the problem gets solved because of tears!!If your answer is “Yes”..then go ahead and shed tears..But Obvious answer is “NO”.To overcome it try to make yourself Comfortable By reducing your Expectations!!

I am hearing your lips saying…

Its easy to say Never Expect Which is really hard to implement..Accepted!!

         Yes,Ofcourse Every one of us will be having our own inner circle with whom we have more expectations which leads to cute dishyooms!!

But how many of us use to Analyse the reason behind such problems before or after such events..Reason may be one of the following,,

             1.Fear of Losing the one’s

             2.Misunderstanding

So its due to fear..Just think if 1 is the case and  if you are having great affection towards one and giving importance to the same just tell them!! They will Understand You and You will never miss them . So automatically 2 gets solved.

Finally,

                                                       S-M-i-L-E!!!

   The universal language which connects people..Share it with whomever you meet/cross in your day!!Not only with known people ..also with Stangers !!Try it..It makes Difference!!(ekuthapa yarayavathu parthu smile panni matika theenga pa )

Note:If you really wish to try any of the above..Try and share your experiences here..